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It's OK. My health is my biggest hot button/anxiety trigger these days. I freak out easily over anything having to do with it, including impending tests. (Hmmm -- I have some this afternoon yet -- apparently it's time for a Xanax!

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I know you have had your share of health issues as well. I just am not taking mine very well, I guess! There are certainly people who have it worse than I do. I think I just don't want to be reminded that it now seems to be payback time for the crappy, cavalier way I treated my body for my first 4 decades.
Hugs,
Candy