My bipolar boyfriend left me a lil over 2 weeks ago without warning. He left me a sweet love not and cut all ties to me. Its been the hardest 2 weeks ever. I found out that he read an old note to my x and it hurt him, scared him and made him think I was insincere. He abruptly quit his job 2 days before this so he was already not thinking clear. I've sent gifts and letters over these 2 weeks and no response. I got his new number and started to txt him. Today he finally called. He hasn't been able to tell me he has bp but his best friend shared what I already knew. Today he told me he missed me but that he still thinks I am insincere and that I don't love him. He said he told his mother the only way it would work is if him and I were on a remote island, together every day and I had no cell phone. He said that if his best friend would call him with me on 3 way ans tell him that he thinks I am sincere and that I have his best interest in mind that he would come back to me. He told me his mom doesn't think he should be with me right now as he sorts things out. I'm dying inside without him. I know what we had was real. Ill fight for that with all my might. I want him to know I understand what he is going through, I've been reading books on BP and I want to be there to support him and love him. Why can't he see what's so obvious to everyone else. I'm crazy about him, madly in love and I don't know what else to do. I want my baby back. I txt jim and said take all the time u need ill be right here waiting I promise. I want u to get right and be happy and understand that u have the right to be in love and be happy. Whaty else can I say or do? This is killing me and what he and I shared was good, real amd just special! The other day he called and played marvin gaye let's stay together the entire song then hung up. I know he loves me he needs to not sabotage himself. HELP