Hi Likelife!

In November 2007 I broke with my T, feeling essentially the way you do now.
The feelings came to a head in February 2008. I realised I could never have her on my own terms, and I cried every night for a week.
When I had finished grieving, I realised that she still had a lot to offer.
I went back to her in March.

This was not my first rupture, nor was it my last!
It was probably my worst.

We're still together, and it seems to be working.
I don't anticipate any further ruptures, but you never can tell!