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Originally Posted by NotCrazyLikeYou
Why do you want to date? To get married? Have kids?
What do you want to enjoy out of life? I am the same way. I feel too screwed up to date women. It usually ends with me feeling way too intense and them being scared off. I am a control freak I think. A very non-violent, passive one who talks about his feelings way too ****ing much.
Every time I text, email or give a girl I phone call, you almost hear the silent, 'please respond' after every sentence.
I think I'm too weird to have a wife. I honestly do. I am unstable.
I think I'm going to just have to find a hobby and then just hire a prostitute every couple weeks to keep from getting lonely. That though, in itself, is depressing.
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To be honest, I feel the same way. I have the occasional girlfriend, but I know women are looking for a stable guy and I'm not that. It's all I can do to just keep myself together sometimes. I sleep weird hours, I'm up and down.. with meds it's not so bad, but yeah. I dunno. I'm not the worlds greatest looking dude, though not completely ugly (well, depending on who you talk to I guess..) Hmm.. I don't want to be alone though.. I like having a girlfriend to love and to be happy with.
The other problem is that I'm picky. I might be single for a while this time around. I want someone really good this time. The next girlfriend I have will be the first one since my dx. hmm.. I dunno.. we'll see what happens. In the meantime, I just ordered this really ugly disco outfit, and I'm gonna go dancing at the casino next weekend and not give a **** about anything.
