I havnt been on PC for a while I worry someone at home will find out, and I dont want to have to explain myself, not when part of the reason is "you people drive me nuts!" dont think it would go down well. I feel so confused about how i feel if that makes sense? I want to feel thats its ok to have a bad day, but its not last time i was feeling low my Bf told me to basicly suck it up because it was bringing him down, which is quite hypocritical as he is the king of negativety most of the time! he is a good guy at heart he really is but he is a drama queen everything is about him all day everyday an i use to be able to just laugh at it and jolly him along but latley i just dont have the energy to bother, he snaps and gets grumpy an im left wondering wheres the the guy i fell in love with gone? and where have i gone?
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