I dont know where to really start. Im not sure if what im feeling is "depression." Its probably something I should know, attempting to be a psych major. I dont know. I guess I just want to understand what is going on with me. I know how i feel isnt technically "normal" but i dont feel its "abnormal" either, but what do I know. Basically, I seem to cry a lot for no reason, I have no will to move, eat, do anything. I feel like everything takes more effort than what its worth. i dont know. i dont like being at school i dont like being at home, i cant really even talk to my friends anymore. And i dont know why but sometimes i cut my self. I havent actually admitted this, any of this to anyone. People have seen the cuts, butits always a reason to explain them away...i dont know, i just want to know whats going on with me.