I don't think anybody wants it.

It is your minds way of coping with emotions and trauma to take care of you.

No it isn't nice (Understatement).

Years after being diagnosed and seeing the behaviour of my alts I can still say to my P'doc "there is nothing wrong with me". I believe it (or at least some part does).

It is hard and horrid and yukky and embarrasing and painful and shaming and honest and real and protective and inciteful and open and funny and teary and angry and scary. It is so many things.

The only thing it isn't is boring.

Hugs if you want them.