hello Scream - I don't know when it will actually not be taboo to have a mental illness. No one ever wants to hear about it because they fear it - especially family. Is there a counselor at school you can talk to? I'm not sure what they have available in Scotland but maybe another family member (aunt or uncle, grandparents) could help you get thru to your parents. Take a look at the other forums on this website - you will see yourself in many of our stories. You are never alone - hang in there!