Dear T,

Thanks for your observations.. they really, for the most part have been right on. Thanks for seeing that I needed to be seen regulary once a week and noting that you have been so busy, that I should my appointment a month out so I am assured a time. That makes me feel a little safe, and more confident to explore the issues that have been brought up latley. Thanks for seeing that there was more underneath all of my anxiety and depression and for not be afraid to ask about it. That being said, please see that I am not sure that I am ready to talk about it all right now. Please, please, please be patient. I will likley disclose the things I remember.. it will take time, some warming up to the idea of talking about anything like that with you, and confidence in myself that I can really deal with it all. I don't have any doubt that you are capeable of working through this with me, following my lead. Just be warned.. I need time. Oh, and I am very nervous about our appointment this afternoon.. the thought of sitting waiting for you to come out and get me is terrifying me this week. Don't be suprised if you find me in the hallway instead of in the waiting room.