****trigger for detail*****

I don't precisely remember the feeling of the belt striking me, but I do remember my obstinate defiant determination to not make a single sound .... and I also remember the ache within me being greater than the pain of the welts, but that I had a certain pride too for withstanding the physical pain so well. Ah well...
We each remember differently ..... and maybe the exact details of the event aren't always so important as ensuring that you ARE dealing with the emotional imprint of the event ......