hi there, my names jack and im a 21 year old male, well firstly i want to thank you for describing the feeling. i have the EXACT same feelings/dreams. i sit downand try to explain to my mom and she never really understands it. ive probably had this dream about 10 times in my life and everytime it is just as terrifying. i normally forget the dream after a few days or a week but ive literally just had one about 2 hours ago (hense me googling it straight after the nightmare), and im going to attempt to describe it.
Everytime it happens the activity involved in the dream is something that is currentlyactive in my life, and always involves numbers. 9/10 the numbers is an ammount of money i owe to somebody due to an accident or something of my fault. So im going to attempt to describe this evenings nightmare, firstly there was no sound, very limited vision and about 10 people with me and i didnt recognise anyone. I was employed to do some block paving for someone (just started my own drive business) and somehow i kicked about 500 sqm blocks and basically ruined everything and a number sstarted rolling around a bit like a lottery rollover (spinning increasing numbers). That itself is hardly a dream let alone a nightmare but the FEAR and anxiety that i feel for about 15 minutes is something i never ever experince any other time in my life. It was exactly how i would imagine "HELL" to be. Im a big lad and very rarely release my emotions to people and i feel so vulnerable, scared and suprisingly young when i wake up. I have nightmares occasionally and i always wake up realise its a nightmare and go back to sleep but this is completely different. As i look back at the dream now i almost laugh because there is absolutely nothing scary about it, which is why im so confused when i have a near enough anxiety attack after it. just typing this out has helped me vent to people i know understand, i have been in extremely frightening positions in my life, near death situations and never felt a fear like this certain dream. Everytime i have had this dream it has been when im overtired/hungover/stressed etc. well thank you for posting this i feel like im not a complete freak on my own.
many thanks
jack