you're not alone ..... the idea of attending training classes makes me roll my eyes and sigh ..... mainly because I'm just conceited enough to think I am smart enough and can learn, am learning, some of this EQ stuff on my own!
of course, I have had the help of friends, and have learned stuff from my Ts, too, so I recognize the value of gaining knowledge and wisdom from others. it's not that I think I can do it/learn it all totally by myself.
it's just that the idea of EQ-type training classes makes me want to head the other direction and say, I'm going to learn this my way, not your way! oops, that's my contrary spirit showing through.