thank you.. so much.. just for being you... for "getting it" without me having to write an encyclopedia for you to know where i'm coming from... that's SUCH a huge gift... just reading your words lifted a huge weight from my chest... knowing i'm not the only one that reacts this way to these things...

i just posted on another thread, that my wish for myself today... is that i'll activate that part of me that cares enough about myself... to get out of the way of my getting on with feeling better... b/c i know at this particular moment... i'm the ONLY one standing in the way...

really makes me tilt my head to the side and wonder, why ... how do our brains do this to us?? LOL my favorite t-shirt basically holds true: "sometimes i amaze myself"... more like bewilder myself... just step back and look in on my life and shake my head and exhale...

i'm just glad i'm not alone. thank you again...