yow, this last was a rough session. I cried most of the way through it.

And then, not long before our time was up, T2 hit me with an observation
that had never dawned on me,
which I totally hate
and want to run from,
but have this sickening feeling she is right on target.
Oh no.

After she brought it out I started to shake ... and told her that I felt cold (Anyone else ever do that?)

and she told me - three times - to be sure to call or email her this week if I need her. Now I worry that there's a big backlash coming.
Didn't get much sleep last night. I hate therapy.