((Indigo7))

It isn't fair that you have to keep a happy face in order to keep from rocking the boat. That sounds like your bf uses you as his cheerleader ~ but he doesn't cheer you on when you need some support. At this point, the relationship sounds very one-sided and unfair.

You can tell your bf that you're unhappy with the way things are going right now. You need him to contribute something positive to the relationship in order to keep it going. That's what I recommend. Best wishes to you!