Dear T,
we agreed that I'd try to open communications with my husband this Easter weekend. Well, it didn't happen. I was too chicken to try.
In addition, I think I may have burnt my bridges with the one friend I could talk to about how terrible I've been feeling.
And since I can't really talk to you either, I've decided that my emotions and issues are not worth talking about at all.
Sincerely, Apteryx