i guess i've been cycling all day... after my last posts, i came to a better place mentally, but shortly after, i found myself frustrated to be sliding back down again... hoping tomorrow is more stable overall...

my mom is bringing me my prescription tomorrow... i'm going to take a little extra geodon tonight & i'll be able to take all my meds at the right doses after mom stops by in the morning...

i'm determined to get up tomorrow and work out early on... have to take my dog to the vet tomorrow, so i HAVE to leave the house & be around people... hopefully that will be helpful