I feel like I have the same post over and over again....but I'm sorry.

I'm having such a horrible day. It started out okay, but it quickly went downhill. I had an okay Easter. My mom put a message on my FB that was supposed to be nice, but it a little offensive. I know that wasn't how she intended, but it kinda set me off. I dealt with it by eating an entire bag of Peppermit Patties. It just made me feel worse.

I hate myself. I hate who I am, what I have become, and what my life means. It means nothing.

I struggle with self harm every day lately, and I don't know why. I just loathe myself. I sometimes feel like it would be better if I weren't here. I know my parents would miss me, but who else would? I feel like I have no purpose. It's 8:06 and I'm heading to bed. God, I dread work tomorrow.