Dear T,
Do you like me as a patient? You don't have to love me, just like me. You've seen the real me coming out for a while now, and I'm so afraid you're going to become indifferent to me. With all the transference stuff going on I just couldn't bear being rejected again.

I think maybe you do like me, but then maybe it's just all UPR & T stuff to make me feel good. I really need this reassurance from you but I'm so afraid to ask. And now I have to wait 8 days before I'll have the chance to ask you again. Oh man, I hate this.

love, tooski