I don't really know exactly what she wants. I do know that she doesn't want me to use the 'roles' that I play. She wants it to be all about me. Just me. Who am I? She knows this will drive me nuts and make me think until my brains hurts. Maybe that is why she gives me these kinds of assignments? She wants me to 'dig deep' and get to the root of who I am, where the pain is coming from, and why I am punishing myself for decisions I made years ago.

She is trying to get me to 'love' myself. Love me for just being me. That could be her reasoning, but who knows!