Unfortunately there are no knights in shining armor in the year 2006. One thing that helps me is that I take my pillows and arrange them into an upside down v and curl up in the middle then I imagine that the pillows is the person I want to hold me. Sometimes I take it even further by not only imagining someone special is holding me but my other friends are there also. one is standing at the window with the glass bottles she loved to take into the woods and smah when she needed to release some anger, antoher would be standing at the door with a baseball bat and still more would be scattered around the house with their protection items of their choice ready to do battle if needed.