Quote:
Originally Posted by Plutonian
18 days sober. Feels like it's been much longer than that. Today was a bad day, poor sleep, bad dreams, awful events at work. Trying to keep my head up right now and not fall back on old habits, they lead to a worse place.
|
It feels like 18 long days and only in all the worst, longest ways. Yep. You're near the darkest times. Looking in my journal, I see 18-23 as Very Gloomy. Don't remember after all this time how bad that was but sounds
bad 
:
Really sorry you're having to go through this, and honestly Plotonian ... if there were a shortcut I would tell you.
Roadie
