dear t,

i hate that i view you in extremes. when you go above and beyond, i feel so much love and adoration for you, and lucky to have you in my life. when you do only what's expected of you, i.e. ask me predictable questions in session and wish me a good week at the end of the session, i feel like just a paying client and i begin to hate you wondering why i ever thought you cared about me in the first place. i need to find the middle ground, my emotions can't handle it.