So I had an episode in early January and then a huge one 2 days ago Surprise!!! This happens during the school holidays, I saw the doc today put my dosis higher again appointment tomorrow at 9 to see Psychologist. After doc I went to work (school) I walked into my very noisy and rowdy class- they act out with other teachers and as I greeted them I felt utter BLISS!!! I need to work and thrive under pressure! I need their crazy little voices and shouting and silly questions!! I am utterly useless during the holidays ( I catch up marking during the term ) Anyone exoerience this NEED for crazy busy life. Maybe it tells us we're still alive and to hang in there!!