I was looking for another pdoc. I told my GP what was going on and she cancelled an appointment because I broke down in her office. I felt retraumatized. She let them know this.
My T let him know I was questioning his care.
I really think that pissed him off.

But I don't know.

The last time I saw him I was in crisis. I left feeling suicidal.
Then a week and a half ago I was in hospital for suicidal idealation.

He fired me when I'm this unstable.

You would think, an ethical doctor would try and fix the situation.

I'm looking in a nearby city for a pdoc. I hope this is a blessing in disguise.

Thanks for the replies.

I'm thinking I'm unhelpable. My T says its not my fault. This is the way he is.