Welcome back! I'm new here myself, but I'm glad to help if I can. Newly diagnosed BP, a month ago my life was a train wreck......thank God for Lamictal or I'd still be a hot mess. Normally when I go into a funk I'll pull out of it in a few weeks, but this thing became a monster and turned into my first-ever mixed episode. If I never have to go through another one of those, it'll be a day too soon!

Anyway, I hope things start going better for you soon and that you can find peace in your soul despite your BP.