I'm feeling extra crazy these last few days. If I'm not crumpled and sobbing, I'm exploding at my husband for the smallest things. I can't seem to stop the nasty insults from popping into my head and then out of my mouth. Blech! Even right now, at this moment, I look at him and listen to what he's saying...and all I can think is, "shut up! You sound like a stupid *****! Did I really marry such a dumba$$?" I've never really felt this way about him...and I'm riding that crazy line between thinking I'm finally waking up to his true nature, and realizing it's just an echo of my All Negative All the Time depressive mindset. This sux