I haven't worked in 6 or 7 months now and am desperate. I feel that I can get a job at a car dealership I used to work at. I will have to call the owner directly because I do not have a driver's license because of a DWI, and usually a car dealership requires that you have a DL. I've been fortunate that 2 car dealers have let me work without one and this is one of them. I am not 100% sure that I will get the job if I ask, but I don't see many options.

The reason I am asking for advice is because I am a bit concerned about working at a dealership again. I say that because it is a high-stress job and stress is a trigger for me to turn to drugs. Stress also triggers all types of symptoms for me. On top of that, I am so nervous to call the owner to beg for a job because I feel like such a failure and if he says no I don't know what that will trigger. This may sound ridiculous to people, but I have a million intrusive, negative thoughts haunting me at this point.

I appreciate any help with this guys/girls.