Why is it that when pain comes from some unknown source, but it makes me want to inflict pain upon myself? I guess part of it is from knowing the source fo the pain.... I have this medical test later today, and I feel like crap... I just hope they figure out what's wrong, and aslong as it's not in my head, I'll be great. Meaning I just want something that they can treat so I don't feel like choking when I eat....

But yet I want to see the pain.... HUH??? this makes no sence...