Well I just called Wild Acre Inns. Turns out they don't accept medicare/medicaid. No places in Mass probably do. They're turning people away. The people who need help the most. I cannot accept this. Why should they not accept it? They knew I was going to call, so they probably made it all up. I'll be forced into a ****** RCF out here. My best friend from program died at the one I'll be forced to go into. They gave her the wrong medication and she died. If I was feeling better (non suicidal) a few hours ago, then that's all gone now. I'll never be accepted anywhere. I think I'll go drink whatever's in the liquor cabinet to get rip roaring drunk, and then I'll swallow a bunch of pills. Then no one will accept me ever.