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Originally Posted by sittingatwatersedge
thanks all.
this is so freakin hard. After four years, I was so sure my story was told at last, and time to move forward; but something I truly have always thought of as a nothing showed up a few weeks ago, and T2 thinks it is huge; she showed me that it a whole new level of issues and reasons for them, all of which I hate. Ugly, ugly.
I wish I had met her all those years ago instead of T1; I'd probly be done by now. she is so good at this work.
I hate therapy.
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ahhh...grasshopper...you ARE moving forward. In this moment, as I write this, as you already know.
Ugly? really? All the way down, even as you realize its ugliness, isn't there a bit of beauty mixed in? Doesn't darkness always include an intimation of its opposite, light?
I wish I had met all of my teachers before I did...but I wouldn't have recognized them then.
sorry to go all zen on you.
