i have been trapped in false accusations and rumors of being intimate with guys.these guys are the same people who i trusted as 'friends' 2 yrs back and the same guys spoiling my name(i was immature then).worse,my ex(2 yrs back we were in relation,we were together for a yr almost with breakups in between) misused my personal pics.now my present bf knows all this through sources and me as well..in fact he is the one who turned out to be my ex's friend and revealed to me what my ex did after we(me and ex) broke up.my 2nd relation ran 5 months continuous,but my bf left me suddenly giving me no reason.my current relation is 1 1/2 year old.but things have turned worse now as my current boyfriend calls me by names when we have quarrels,bringing out my past..he never seems to believe what i say,restricts me etc..sharing any issue related to past or present has become a huge problem therefore.i love my boyfriend a lot but i don't want to get such a treatment,so i broke up today.he is in anger,as it happens when i threat to dump him,and as usual he assumes i would return.i am missing him too much and guilty of my past(he has increased it),besides very scared to go into a relationship with him or anyone again.(i don't have any male friends now and scared to make any further).help me out of such a mood!!
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