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Originally Posted by jenluv
I'm proud of myself today -- which doesn't happen very often.
I dealt with a ton of reading and triggers of sa and csa. I became quite upset at one point and really fought the s-i urges. I kept saying to myself, "Don't repeat the pattern, don't repeat the pattern, don't give in" and prayed some as well.
And the moments have now passed and I'm on the other side of the emotional craziness, at least for now.
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good job!!! it's hard to talk ourselves down from self-destructive urges... so kudos to you for that!!! enjoy the other side of crazy for all of us
breathe it in... wallow in it
