I've been really down for a few weeks now.I stayed in bed most of the day again. My house is a disaster because no one cleans but me and every time I come out of my bedroom and see the mess it just pisses me off and I go back in my room where its clean. And it is a real mess.Really. My daughter leaves the baby's dirty diapers laying around. I can't stand it. My yard is a mess too. My husband hasn't cut the lawn in 3 week and I can't do it myself and its driving me crazy. My husband said something about the house tonught and my daughter said don't look at me ,mom was in bed all day..like I'm just being lazy or something. I keep saying to myself I'll clean it up tomorrow but then tomorrow comes and I can't drag myself out of bed. I asked my daughter to please just clean up the mess she made..the empty soda cans, dirty diapers, dishes etc and she says she can't because she is taking care of the baby. Tells me I'm a B**** and ignores me. None of this is helping my mood. Thanks for letting me vent.