I sound like a looney toon based on the paperwork the hospital sent home with me the last time I was in there. It was an involutary stay, so there were court papers too..UGH!!! i wasnt at the hospital I normally go to so I guess they felt no reason to hold "back bipolar, depressed, severe and borderline personality disorder" that is EXACTLY what one of the court documents said. I hate being sick and all this just disgusts me. I desperately want to crawl in bed and hide under the covers. It is hard to accept though from what I have read I definitely fit them. I see T next week and pdoc in a few weeks. I wanna give up on me it just seems so hard to get better is it really poosible?