Saw urologist today. He was actually very kind and understanding and got his Magic Nurse to do her thing and get me a CT scan today! Waiting for my results...
I was feeling pretty good today...until my husband got sick of me, drove us home violently...blowing up at me for yelling "stop" because he was about to run thru a red light...

Feeling like a real loser now...and once again, too f'ed up to love
C'est la vie