Thank you, both of you. I'm not entirely sure what the DDNOS means for me, or how my alters differ from DID, having never been diagnosed with that. I don't entirely know what is going on, or the proper terms, and for that I apologize. I"m only able to describe what I'm feeling.

I can actually actually relate to Luce, and perhaps that is what is happening. I haven't the slightest idea why they would be hiding, nothing unusual has happened over the past week. I do get the strangest feeling that Shane is the one who held the memories (if that makes an sense) and I feel almost as though he has taken them with him.

It's empty and lonely without either of them, and I do hope they come back, if they really are hiding. I don't think I could stand it if either or them were gone for good. x