Blah! I dont really know where this goes but i just need to let it down a bit... rage at it, cry at it and leave it dropped off here, maybe someone can just tell me "you are ok, here is a hug, now go out there and fight!"
3 weeks since ive last seen my T and im just wanting to not go to therapy anymore, today ill say i will go but tomorrow ill be like why? if he hasnt even called to apologise for not calling!
I dont know whats wrong and my head keeps jumping from one thing to another gosh! I get this very weird feeling to get up open the door run out yelling until i get tired.
I sleep very unconfortable and wake up with a freaking headache that can last all day.
I want to do so many things but i dont seem to get anything done and it makes me mad and sad and worried, example: i want to read my book, do homework, draw, play guitar and among other things and what have i done? NOTHING!
Aaah! Im just very tired of this i even feel that im exaggerating and im a big liar because of this.