I find myself drinking more and more. I'm becoming more like my father everyday. My father is an alcoholic. While he likes mainly beer, I tend to go more the liqueur route. I briefly stopped when I was working at a liquor store. As soon as they laid me off (due to slow business), I picked the bottle back up and continued to drink. At one point, it was so bad that I was able to finish off a six pack and a little over half a fifth in a night. I'd get delirious and belligerent. I got drunk last night, and I broke down.