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Originally Posted by ManicDad
Yeah, "wonderful" was a little on the sarcastic side. I've dealt with this crap for over a decade and I learned really fast that being a smartass helped me get by easier. Natural defense, I guess. 
Some days, I cope with it better than others. I had a period of being really stable, thanks to good meds, and then life happened and things kind of fell apart. I'm not on meds at the moment. It was my own decision. Just trying to make it on my own. I do NOT recommend this! Learn from my own mistakes. I know I need to get back on them --- it's just finding the motivation to even leave the house. All I wanna do is lay around anymore.
Anyway, hope you are doing well. Feel free to PM me if you ever wanna talk.
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DITTO to that first part... and also to having experienced a long period of stability.. for like eight, nine months straight last year... then it all kinda went to hell again.. i'm still recovering from the aftermath... *sigh*
best wishes & offers of support to you manicdad - esp. while you're not on any meds... at least you are aware that staying that way is not necessarily the best option for you... and i do hope that you are able to find the combination/dosages that are right for you when you're able to get back to your doctor..