My problem is that I see everything as gray - there's very little that's clearly black and white for me.

It means that I struggle with almost everything. I have a hard time making decisions, since I weigh all the options, including ones I haven't thought of yet. It's hard.

Although, having said that, I recently went through physical therapy for a back problem. One week it was worse than the week before, despite my having done everything they'd told me to do. I was really disappointed. My PT reminded me that progress isn't a straight line. It goes up and down. It's gray.