i dont know why i take others stupidity so serious.. I dont really think i am perfect by any means.. i do think im very logical tho..which may have something to do with it?. i know ppl cant all be logical ? which i dont understand why... but i guess thats why they make me angry?.. .... I wasnt nessesarily asking for a literal diagnosis.. but if maybe this would run across n e one who might have similar or same problems.. They could tell me what they have done and what they have been diagnosed with. I do plan on checking into seeing a psychiatrist... but right now im under the medical card.. and if it doesnt cover it for some reason i proably most likely wont end up going threw with it.. Im a new mom with a new apartment and a not so great paying job..that i couldn afford it otherwise..Well thanks anyways.. Oh yeah I forgot to mention ..that after i get done telling ppl off.. i normally so feel good.. Getting how i feel about whatever the situation may be out and giving them a piece of my mind. .. aside from the psychial violence... then i feel so low and ashamed of myself..