Why is it everywhere I go and everywhere I turn and any PROFESSIONAL I come across has to share with me that they also have parts, as if to say "look you idiot, I have parts too and I'm not running around trying to throw myself in front of buses".

Or as if to say "you are taking this way too seriously, you are fine, grow up and pick yourself up off the ground".

Every skeptical professional I get near feels the need to tell me about their "ego states" and how "they react differently to different situations also". Before I ever bring it up. Just because they know I have DID. I've become like some laughing stock of the psychiatric world around here. Why? Does this happen to other people? Or do people just hate me?

They'll also say things like "your voice never changes" and "Well I've never seen you switch". Uh idiot, yes you probably have, but your head is too far up your *** to notice.

They act like I'm using this as some excuse, or some attention seeking method. But these are people who barely talk to me and don't care to get to know me. If they did, they would know how miserable I am with this illness and how little desire or energy I have for actual attention. Which is why I have no friends, or intimate relationships. Because my energy is negative.

I know I should concentrate on the people who are close to me. Who know my case well. My therapist, my psychiatrist and ignore the rest, but it's just so irritating. It's like they're on a witch hunt and no matter the outcome, I'm the witch.