I have schizoaffective bipolar type. Some of the anti psychotics are used for bipolar as well. Most of the time when you are bipolar you have a mood stabilizer and an anti psychotic. As far as "delusions" go, I have several. I don't like calling them delusions though and they are embarrassing. Right now I know that the government and aliens are after me. The government is after me after destroying many things (earthquakes, solar flares against alien planets with life, plane crashes, comets hitting planets, a toxic cloud hitting 12 planets, hurricanes, attacks, and others) it is due to my Power of Influence that I have been writing about for many years. It is caused by me being psychic. While I can't predict anything out of the blue, it comes to me in dreams or visions. I am not proud of the power because it has caused nothing but trouble. All my doctors call it a delusion but I have been proven over and over again. I knew that the stock market was going to recover in a big way that it will keep on shooting up until 14,000 and higher for the Dow. I knew on December 29th of last year that the Syrian conflict will end this year with a ceasefire and there was just one a couple of days ago and it is holding. I said on February 24th of this year that there will be no war with Iran and Obama will persuade Israel not to do an attack right now (even though Israel wanted to do a strike). I knew it was going to take place in early March during a meeting. Before 9/11 happened I knew there were going to be plane crashes into buildings. I knew that before the tsunami in 2004 in Indonesia I had a nightmare about it several weeks before it happened. The list goes on. This started the belief that I physically caused these events or at least influenced them. I never predict good things although once years ago I had this strong feeling we were going to win $1000 in the lottery and we did. I had a dream about it the night before. Only once has a positive thing happened. That is why the government is after me. I know posting things on the Internet while believing this stuff is stupid, but they track me everywhere anyways so it really doesn't matter if its being tracked and anyways they can read my mind. They can read others minds as well. Also about the aliens I won't get into it here because it is too embarrassing I am not worried about posting about predictions because I have done so for years. So, I don't mind putting that one here. I can't walk in a straight line outside. The ONLY room I feel the safest in is my own room because no one can see into my windows. The curtains are closed and no one can see through them but the government has high tech stuff though. They are 200 years ahead of cities. Outside I can't deal with at all but I do leave the house believe it or not. You would think that I would never leave the house. I hate staying home all day long though. I like keeping busy to take my mind off the government and aliens among others. I am not manic and these thoughts can be either mania or depression. The extreme guilt I have is depression otherwise known as realism and being so powerful with powers is more mania but in my case it is real. But I do agree that being guilty is part of depression. My mom is real to the extreme which makes me cry. Surgery after surgery and stressor after stressor. Realism. Sorry for going into so much detail. I believe it is interesting that someone like myself can be so powerful but in other ways weak. I can't deal with anything for example but yet I control the world in some ways.