I have a problem. I've been cutting myself more and more to prevent panic attacks when I feel them coming on. My stomach has so many cuts that I can't bend over without hurting, and my legs are so cut up that I can barely get dressed without crying. I need a better way to cope, but all the advice I have from my friend (who also suffers from panic attacks) about stopping attacks isn't working. I can't keep leaving school early because I panicked in class; I'll fail out, and it'll just be another failure to add on to my list of inadequecies.
Help please!
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Maybe I didn't ask for this.
Maybe I don't want this.
Maybe I can't fight this.
Maybe I'm helpless.
Maybe you hurt me.
Maybe you're confused.
Maybe I need your help.
I'm lost. I'm scared. I'm sick. I'm hurt.
I am bleeding the destruction of everyone I love!
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