Thanks Nicoleflynn.

I did actually write down my feelings about not receiving responses in my letter to her about the issue, which was a while ago now (I think before Christmas). We didn't have much time at the end of the session to discuss it but she explained her stance (that she didn't always reply) and also acknowledged my feelings and said she understood how annoying it was to not recieve a reply. I guess I'd hoped that even though she made her stance clear, my feelings about the issue would persuade her to send replies. This has not been the case because one or two emails I've sent since that discussion have not had replies.

I'm sure T has her reasons for not sending one (maybe she feels everything needs to be kept for session and email responses can be misinterpreted or I might start sending loads or whatever) but a simple acknowledgment would mean a lot. I explained this to her at the time as well.

I guess we didn't have enough time to explore the issue in depth. T won't raise an issue unless I do so it's possible she's aware it might still be a problem for me.

You're right, it's not helping to feel like this but I'm so scared about the whole thing.