thanks for sharing your concerns, ackman.  have you considered AA? it's a great support system. you would hear solutions to help you on the road to recovery. course there are other means but for me AA was the answer. i felt so hopeless that i could never stop the obsession to drink.
i remember when i was in that viscious cycle too.
i found the answers thru the fellowship of AA. would you consider trying it?
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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