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My friend suggested I focus on my breathing, write, and listen to my favorite music. All of these help, but not enough, and it's not an instant relief like cutting is.
My parents suspect I'm cutting, but the only thing they do about it is tell me not to.
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Maybe I didn't ask for this.
Maybe I don't want this.
Maybe I can't fight this.
Maybe I'm helpless.
Maybe you hurt me.
Maybe you're confused.
Maybe I need your help.
I'm lost. I'm scared. I'm sick. I'm hurt.
I am bleeding the destruction of everyone I love!
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