Keep going. It is so hard but worth the release of the bondage of the past. If this male T works for you, keep going. I've tried both. All the T I've seen have gotten me closer to resolve.
He knows all about CSB and understands what a child goes through when victimized by this type of horrible abuse. My daughter was SA by her dad. I just got her free from him after 14 years of court battles, it's so hard to prove. She will someday be in your shoes and your courage helps me to know she will seek out the help she needs when she is ready.