Hi there, I have two daughters. One 4 the other 9 months. When the first was 3 months old we moved, and I only saw my husband on weekends for a full 8 months. I had severe post partum depression. The same thing happened after bebe 2 hubby was home but the normal baby blues would go over to depression so badly that my milk would disappear. We recently moved back to where we lived when my first daughter was born. I am working full time (half day)- teacher and it's HARD even now but I have A new saying MANAGE THE MOMENT and then gradually you'll be able to take it a day at a time before you know it it's a week and then a month. It's a loooong road but with so much support it's one I'm am more than willing to walk. Thinking of u!!